I can't tell you how many times you've crossed my mind today. I had a conversation about religion earlier. I wonder if you have Christ in your life because you have such a beautiful heart. The night I walked out of the dining room with my heel soff and asked you if it was okay to be barefoot on the ship, you told me kindly that you didn't want me to catch anything but I would be okay because you'd pray for me. I immediately melted at those words. You'd pray for me. You have no idea how much that meant to me. And as I left the dining room, you said, "God Bless". I have been sinking into those brief moments lately. Sinking and drowning. I really do believe God has blessed me with those brief memories.
But I am selfish; I want more of those moments to happen all over again. There is still so much I want-NEED-to know about you. Do you believe in God? What are you doing this Christmas? Do you like kids? Do you ever think of me still?
I am listening to Corinne Bailey Rae's "Are You Here" today and deep in thought of you. Our brief acquaintance has haunted me to this day. I want more of you. Please don't be a haunting or a dream to me forever. I want you to be a reality. Are you here?
Please remember me.
I miss you. It hurts.
GITSD
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In early December of 2011, I met the man of my dreams aboard a cruise ship. I was a guest, he was the maitre'd. On formal night, I wore a see-through dress to dinner and he made me feel like I was the most beautiful girl on the Carnival Sensation. He stole my heart in the little moments we shared. Since then, there hasn't been a day gone by that I haven't thought of him.
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