Thursday, January 19, 2012

My love,
Some days are easier. Some days are just plain rough.

I miss you today.

My mind and heart have been at war for the last few days. I want to hold on so badly to the memories of us. Even though there was really no "us" to begin with. I still get antsy to pick up the mail, hoping that maybe you had written me a response. I still check my email inbox with hope.

Nothing.

I have been losing sleep. Wondering what kind of spell you've casted on me. Wondering how a man I only met for three days could make me feel like this. What have you done to me? You've got such a strong hold on my heart.

Today is Thursday. You are probably getting ready to greet your new guests for your next voyage. I wish so badly to come see you. To remind you of how you made me feel. I want to look into your eyes and hear you say my name. I imagine that scenario at least 10 times a day. Would you still remember me? What would our reunion be like? Would I have the courage to tell you my true feelings?

Like I said, some days are easier. Some days, I barely think of you, I barely hurt. And then there are days where you are all I think about. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.

Even a letter saying, "YOU ARE CRAZY" will be enough. Please respond to me. Please come back into my life.

Missing you,
GITSD

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